ethan samuel jenkins

[ethan samuel jenkins.]

hey! i'm kirstie and i dwell in scotland. isn't that just dandy?! i am twenty years old and loving
it! the characters i play on this amazing roleplay site are ethan samuel jenkins
don't forget it! oh btw, i've been roleplaying for like nine and a half years! yeah, you better believe it.
my final last words would be don't swallow umbrellas. you could die.

NAME: ethan samuel jenkins.
AGE: seventeen.
GENDER: male.
SEXUALITY: bisexual.
CRIME: worked as a prostitute despite being filthy rich because he has a sex addiction.
PLAYBY: tyler torture.
MEMBER GROUP: fucker.



LOVE:
sex.
drugs.
alcohol.
avoiding responsibility.
guys&ladies.
control.
manipulating people.
causing trouble.

HATE:
frustration.
losing control.
being sober.
his mother ¬¬.
young looking people, especially guys.
really obnoxious people.

STRENGTHS:
manipulation.
teasing.
rolling joints.
causing problems.
winding people up.

WEAKNESSES:
is his brother's plaything.
sex addiction.
drug addiction.
too thin.
quite short.

SECRETS:
was raped repeatedly and brutally by his stepdad.
doesn't know his real dad's name.
hates his mother so much thinking about her makes him twitch.
suffers night terrors occasionally, doesn't want people to know.
bottles everything up, even kind of from himself.
he's 'okay.'

FEARS:
someone breaking him.
being seen as weak.
aaron, a little bit.
bullets. who wouldn't? they're crazy fuckers! but he'll still fuck them.

PERSONALITY:

sexual.
confident.
unrestrained.
independant.
manipulative.
secretly simmering.
forgetful.
addicted.
untrustworthy.
obsessive compulsive.
frustrated.
haunted.
lying to himself.
well masked.
shit stirrer.

HOMETOWN: california, usa.
PARENTS:
eden mari jenkins, famous singer, forty-three. mother.
demetri kluczenko, record producer, fifty-six. ex-stepdad
real father unknown.

SIBLINGS: aaron marshall jenkins, desolation row, nineteen.
OTHER RELATIVES: unknown.
HISTORY: five paragraphs or twenty bullets :3

one.
ethan samuel jenkins was born on the 23rd of December, three months earlier than expected due to his [bitch] mother's desperate need to have publicity and scandal causing her to acquire drugs to induce her seriously undercooked son. he was born weighing a measely 1lb 5oz and spent the first five months of his life in an incubator, learning to breathe on his own and do other baby-like things. he was released into his mother's care immediately after that, being taken care of by a nanny for the first five years of his life. his brother aaron was smitten with him, whereas his mother was indifferent to him because twice now she had been thwarted in her hopes of getting a daughter. she ignored her sons, leaving them to their nanny's care. ethan grew up as aaron's best friend in his own mind, being completely clingy and needy, refusing to leave him alone a lot of the time. he hated aaron going to school because he was left alone with a childish kind of knowledge that he was unwanted and a burden on his mother. he was small in stature, weedy and liable to be picked on by the other children on the street, so he avoided going out.

starting school aged five, ethan was immediately singled out and picked on by the other boys for his small size and clingy attitude towards aaron. aaron became overprotective and started to get violent with ethan's bullies. ethan started to gain in confidence, believing that aaron would always protect him from everything in his life, so why should he worry? he became bubbly and friendly, with that underlying current of flamboyancy which would later always give away his attraction to other males. aaron became the carer, looking after ethan at home and teaching him to become self sufficient, since their mother was a selfish bitch who refused to care for her sons. this continued for two years until ethan was seven and aaron was nine, when their mother remarried to her record producer, demetri. they started to lead what was to ethan, a normal life, and he grew into himself, learning the social skills he had earlier lacked and becoming increasingly flamboyant and a little over the top.

everything was just peachy for ethan until he reached the age of 10, still young but very opinionated. he began to argue with his stepdad's opinions, for the man was very prejudiced against a lot of things and ethan hated that. the arguments quickly turned to blows of increasing severity, ethan always losing because he was still incredibly small. several times he was knocked unconscious. he quickly learned to deal with this, believing it was his fault for having such a short temper. then, one day, when he was 11 years old, their worst argument ever raged and demetri did something ethan could never have expected, throwing his stepson face down on his bed and smothering him into the sheets while he brutally raped him, tearing his small body. ethan crawled into aaron's bed that night crying, unsure if aaron had seen or even knew what had happened; not fully understanding it himself. it began to happen regularly, even without arguments now as it seemed demetri simply enjoyed it. from what ethan saw, his brother aaron was simply ignoring the goings on in his younger brother's bedroom, and he began to resent his older beloved brother, wishing someone would stop what was happening to him. it broke him inside, but he learned to hide his feelings, turning into a bitch and a trouble maker in the hopes of keeping people away from him. this continued until ethan was fifteen, when, for reasons unknown to him demetri simply left, and just like that it was over.

resentment still bubbled under ethan's skin, and the need to control things raged through his fifteen year old body. he was determined that his step dad would not make him fear sex, and took to the streets, selling his body despite his being already fabulously wealthy. addiction spiked, and he began to take drugs, because it was easier to forget that way. one day, when he was almost sixteen and doped up on something or other, he felt all of his barriers break down and he drove home, bursting into aaron's room immediately. he demanded to know why aaron had been such a selfish bastard and had never helped him when his stepdad had raped him, since he had clearly known what was going on. the argument came to blows on both sides and suddenly ethan found himself pinned once more, choking in fear as aaron raped him, just as, if not more brutally than demetri ever had. he didn't understand that his brother had spent years trying to help ethan and that ethan being so 'ungrateful' had made aaron snap and start believing that ethan had deserved what was happening to him. it started to happen again, over and over, into a vicious cycle of aaron raping ethan and ethan running out to prostitute himself and regain control, only to lose it again with drugs, stumbling home half-cut to be raped once again by his brother.

aged sixteen, ethan was caught prostituting himself while high on opium, and charged with soliciting and possession of drugs with the intent to supply when he was seventeen, then thrown in prison. shortly after, aaron was charged with murder and thrown in prison beside him, then they were both shipped to desolation row. in their short time here, ethan has bottled up even more, becoming increasingly sexual and bitchy, getting even higher before and convincing himself that his brother's rapes are really a game that they play that he enjoys. most of the time, he can convince himself, but other times he simply deals with it and pretends it isn't happening. he never complains about it except to occasionally beg aaron not to, and even allows himself to become sexually aroused over aaron when he's teasing him. no one but aaron knows the real ethan because he's buried, all of the pain and suffering locked in an iron box under fifty feet of dirt in his heart. the only time he lets it out is when he's entirely alone with no chance of being discovered. in some twisted way only his damaged mind and heart can understand, aaron's sexual assaults are a confirmation that his brother still loves him, for aaron seemed to have cast everyone around him away both mentally and physically, so ethan, ever the clingy child deep at heart almost longs for the less painful encounters.

ethan's mental state is unclear; he appears to be a somewhat balanced individual with an addiction to sex and drugs, but underneath the surface, he could be capable of anything if pushed. his whole life has been like an elastic band twisting and twisting - one day it has to snap.

so, yeah, this template was made by MAC MALICIOUS ?! of Caution v2.0! don't steal or imma cut you! haha, yeah, i really won't, or will i? ;] ok but seriously, don't steal, it's me
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