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[abel von zimmerman.]

__&& , abel von zimmerman. To put it simply, he is a child of many things- mystery mainly. He is 18 years old, a male, and believes himself to be straight. He is extremely smart and to put the questions to blunt words- when did he learn french, how did he have the resolve to kill his entire family at age 13? How? When? Where? well, buck up buddy because you'll probably never know. abel has issues, and i mean that wholeheartedly. he is a valid case of paranoia, insanity, and straight off the bat he is a masochist + a sadists. pain is something he gets off on quite well; on both sides, blood is something he probably couldn't live without, and not to mention his loves of needles- and his fear of spiders. Who would have known, that someone as fucked up as himself could be afraid of spiders? Not himself- but its true; but dears- I'm afraid if you want to know more you could look at his bio, or simply plot with him? yes. I believe so.
biography !

__&&friends , everybody needs them! He doesn't really care how many- but he would at least like to have one good buddy to toss around every now and then. who knows- maybe a friend with "benifits" maybe this so called friend could be his pet, maybe even his bitch? he doesn't really care, and to be quite frank- he doesn't really want a best friend, though he admits it would be nice. someone to kill with, someone to talk with, someone to play music with- hell who gives a shit right? he does, and please don't bother him to much if you can't at least comprehend what he is saying- he doesn't like stupid people !

__&&enemies , abel needs them. craves them even; his passion for hunting someone down and watching the squirm under his touch is something he lusts for. he lives for the shit like this, and what he looks for in someone as an enemy is possibly; someone to rape, someone to rape him, someone to kill / fight with, someone to give him so much pleasure that he wishes to kill the person. he wants to feel alive, and to him- having a reason to fight is a logical reason to live. he loves to watch people in agony, specifically the people who hide themselves from the pain of the real world, the people who hide behind pillows and shields all their lives- because for abel taring their world asunder is something he lavishes in- so really, he just needs someone to give hell too, and someone to receive a bit of hell from. !

__&&lovers , even though some may not enjoy this fact- able is someone who doesn't really care who fucks him as long as he gets to enjoy himself. Which really just makes him pan-sexual- though he, himself believes himself to be straight- so we'll keep it like that, yes? I don't know how easy a relationship like this would unfold, nor how it would work- but love wise; he really just wants a couple of good pets, and maybe some little people to rape. I do not believe he is wiling to give all his time and life for someone else, he isn't the type to care. But, maybe there is a chance for him- maybe he will find his sweet escape? who knows, he doesn't, and he doesn't want to know. he is just looking for a good time- his life is all ready fucked up- why not enjoy it? !

__&&others , this is for those miscellaneous people who don't fit into the dense categorizes above. if you have something else in mind entirely, choose a good word to sum it up and then expand. hell, this is for the people who want him as a pet, for those people that want him to just be a fleeting memory, maybe even just some random passer-by: or maybe even for those who want him to be like an elder brother? all i know is that, you mean something to him- so here you go. !

plot info goes here !

ABEL&&MATILDA ,, sexish-slave - baby killer - freak on a leash !
ABEL&&JAYLIN ,, like siblings - intellectual conservationists.
ABEL&&TIRAYNAN ,, possible lover-ship - disgust - shoulder to lean-on !


posts i'm in !
THIS WORLD HAS LOTS TO OFFER !
ASHES ASHES; WE ALL FALL DOWN !
MAKING DO !
IM NOT HERE FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT !
CAN I BE YOUR CAIN? !

credits !
plot format (C) to myself.
song lyrics copyright to, blessthefall ; the used / talking heads ; the medic droid ; and the gorillaz.

[matilda jane eve.]

I offer you Mattie. She's well-used to being a sex slave, so if he wanted her for that she wouldn't bother objecting, but she does have HIV and is pregnant at the moment...hmmm...maybe he could like, pimp her out as some kind of sick plan to see how many kids he can give AIDS to and kill off slowly that way? Also, as I said, she's preggo, so he could watch her deliver and like, jack off to all the blood and her pain--maybe even strangle the baby when it's born if he wanted. Just an idea.

[abel von zimmerman.]

ABEL&&MATILDA ,
ohmai. quite nice ideas you've got there... But sad fact- abel doesn't like jacking off )': he thinks its oddly gross. haha. but he also doesn't like diseases, but we could somehow make this work. They could somehow meet- and yes; he would totally be into killing a baby. ;'D hmmmm... *thinks* How do you think we could make this work?

[matilda jane eve.]

He could sexually torture her--like stick things in her that arent's his body parts--stretch her out. Tree branches, iron bars, that kind of thing. Maybe keep her as a pet anyway, literally lead her around on a leash. Then kill her baby when the time came. she could be his little victim-factory--every nine months he could collect enough semen to jam inside her with a stick and make him a new kid to slaughter. She'd go along with it because she's used to being mistreated and besides he could ensure her survival.

[abel von zimmerman.]

ABEL&&MATILDA ,
ohhhshit. I like this plot a lot (; that is something he'd totally do! Though he thinks its kinda wrong- and knows better, that won't stop him! hehe. lovely idea!

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[matilda jane eve.]

;D Thought you might! He's old enough to know better, but too crazy to give a shit!!!! So, care to start a thread?

[abel von zimmerman.]

ABEL&&MATILDA
might you start one? I'm working on a reply for Tiraynan.!

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[matilda jane eve.]

desolationrowxx.proboards.com/index.cgi?action=display&board=kitchen&thread=208

Here 'tis!

[julianna darcy rickette]

Julianna && Abel

Ok so heres what I was thinking. Julianna could totally be one of his pets since she is a total whore. He could do what ever the heck he wanted to her and she probably wouldn't really care ex: rape , abuse etc for his own pleasures.. Or they could be some what friends but casually sleep together. But eh i'm not the best with plots.So if you ahve any ideas too thats cool . Or if you don't want to rp with her thats fine too.

[abel von zimmerman.]

JULIANNA&&ABEL ,
hmmm, I could see this. But he doesn't want like an entire row of pets. He DOES have the one he takes his anger out on- which is Matilda. So maybe the like friends with possible benifits type relation ship? But there is also the fact that we have to think up- how are they going to meet? What started this relationship, annd such forth (; but I'd love to plot with you!